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Rihoko-Nara

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Hellatus

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Hello all! Sorry for the long hiatus. With work and family, a lot has been going on. However, I'll be back soon and have a new oc and storyline to bring to you all. Hope summer is going well for everyone and ya'll are stayin outta trouble :iconsummertimeplz:
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I honestly don't know where to start...

My day started out fine and everything seemed fine, had a fine lunch with my fine guy...and then it's over...we're done. It happened so fast that I don't even know what to do. He just left me, left me crying, left me shattered and broken hearted. He said it needed to be done so that it wouldn't be worse latter on... We dated for 2 1/2 years and things were happy, not all the time but then...just I don't know...I just don't know
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Hey sorry guys, sorry for the leave of absents. (With school, work, family, etc.) It's been busy especially since there are three weeks left in the semester. I'm working on my final for photography and tomorrow I have an interview with Phillip Philips for our final's fest.

Other updates

:bulletred: I have now changed jobs twice since my last post. I now work as a floral designer at a local flower shop...right across the street from my old job :p however much more flexible in the hours and the work. I love it!

:bulletblack: I tore my trapezius muscle in my back. For those of you don't know where or what that is, it's the major back muscle that runs up your neck and connects to your shoulder. I hit it in a door coming out of a restaurant (stupidly of me @_@). However, with physical therapy it's healing pretty good, especially since the doctor had to sheer it again [imagine the most searing hot pain ever]. But again, it's all good! :thumbsup:

so far that's about it! Hope ya'll are doing well and sending good vibes to those who need it!

:star:To get more updates and follow my work, look for me on
           :twitter: On the twitt-o-spher twitter.com/MegRodriguz
           :camera: On instagram instagram.com/megz_rodriguez

Peace! Rei
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I don't know how things got so bad the last few days. Sunday probably the worst.

I woke up to a phone call from a friend telling me that a teammate of our lacrosse team was killed in a car accident. He hit the rear axle of a semi trailer and was killed on impact. No alcohol, texting or phone calls. He was taking a friend home at 6pm. The passenger is currently in critical condition.

My mother thought it best to take me shopping to take my mind off of things. Sadly it didn't work too well, considering I had a break down at Macy's. There I received a text from my boyfriend telling me they were taking his grandmother off life support. i hadn't realized she had gotten that bad, considering we saw her over Thanksgiving.

I was calm until school and got to facebook where i found out she had passed. I held myself together for a bit but then lost it when my roommate looked as if I had made this up when I told her the two of us had had a shity and stressful day. Apparently I can't have that bad of a night, and the only ones that can have them are her. She complains all the time about minor things and talks all the time about choir and how crazy stressful it is. On top of that, she thinks I hide my boyfriend from her and that's why I go over there. I don't we are both taking 18-21 credits and it's hard to find time to be with each other.

...just so, so stressed....
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B r e a k i n g

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I think i want to runaway. I figure there is no reason for me to stay where I am and that may be the best reason to go. My family stress me out by telling me how much I need to x, y and z. Graduate college. Do better then when they were in school. When the truth is, I feel like I'm only here to make them happy. My boyfriend, who will graduate in the spring doesn't realize that when he talks about leaving he doesn't hurt me when he says it. He brushes it off and looks at what he's saying is truth, that I shouldn't become attached to him the way that I am. He doesn't want me to "need" him. What he  doesn't understand is that he makes me feel like a better person when I'm with him...I feel happy and...myself when I'm around him. I don't have to hide who I am.

I feel like I'm breaking...just shattered

I don't know what I'm suppose to do anymore. I'm just tired not not having time for anything and even when I do I bring work with me ....I'm just so tired of it all... when I voiced this to my boyfriend I got this
"But you do know what to do! finish it up, get er over with. Its the only thing to do."
All school has done for me is make me sick. Before coming to college I never had anxiety disorder, I never had problems with food and I never use to cry as much as I now. I hate it, I feel broken on so many levels and I hate it! The only response I get at my house is that I am looking for attention or being over dramatic.

I'm sorry for this explosion of emotion, I just don't know what else to do though...
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